Nicole Dollanganger

Heart Shaped Bed demos, b sides

by Nicole Dollanganger

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1.	Lemonade - demo 03:38	lyrics	buy track

2.	Uncle - demo 04:43	lyrics	buy track

3.	Have You Seen Me? 05:54	lyrics	buy track

4.	Snake - alt. version 02:01	lyrics	buy track

5.	black flies - live take/demo 02:01	lyrics	buy track

6.	Runnin' Free - demo 04:30	lyrics	buy track

7.	Beautiful and Bad - heavy version 04:31	lyrics	buy track

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a few demos and b sides from Heart Shaped Bed

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released December 18, 2019

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Track Name: Lemonade - demo: I’ve been home all day
My husband’s gone, they all say
He’s got a girl on the side
While I stay home all day

So I make lemonade
Put on a dress and I go lay
Out in the day room
And I wait for you
To come on over
And it give it to me

In the backyard full of dying flowers
In the kitchen on the pale pink counter
Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair
Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair

I’ve been home all day
My husband’s gone, don’t need to worry
Take you upstairs to the swan bed
Let you fuck me hard as you can

The next time he kisses me
Want him to taste red ruby lips
And the love we made
And the lemonade
So come on over
And give it to me

In the backyard full of dying flowers
In the kitchen on the pale pink counter
Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair
Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair
Track Name: Uncle - demo: I wake up and I creep
Down the hall to your feet
Where I lay like a dog for you
In Silk down to my knees

Wet with spit, red with need
Three fingers in you go deep
Reach inside me, please hide me
Somewhere they will never find me

I will always come to you
When I’m weak and empty
With my wedding night blues
When I need you to fill me
Like you do

I wake up and I creep
Down the hall to your feet
Love he gives that I don’t need
Grind it to dust with my teeth

Rose and Neptune, in the blue moon
All the darkness goes into you
When we’re lost in the Holy bedroom
When I feel you inside but I still need you
Track Name: Have You Seen Me?: Have you seen me?
I’ve been wandering
Out by the road
Trying to get home
He used the garbage bag and nail gun
Do you think I look like someone
You could use to have fun?
I tried to run
But he’s not done with me

The flowers grow between
A retainer full of teeth
I told him he could shoot me
But for him, I would not scream

Did you know me?
Have you seen me on your TV?
They’re still looking
Do you like me when I have no face?
Hog-tied and bound by black duct tape
I told him that I cannot breathe
He said, "I want you to scream for me"

The flowers grow between
A retainer full of teeth
I told him he could shoot me
But for him, I would not scream

Have you seen me?
Have you seen me?
Have you seen me?
Have you?
Track Name: Snake - alt. version: In the hazy blue you look so sweet
I almost forget what you’d do to me
If I let you

‘Cause even blood will run
Like the tears of a saint
With a face like that
You could get away with anything
And I know you know that
Track Name: black flies - live take/demo: black flies swarm at the dairy dreme
they'll die for the taste of something sweet
face up in the tubs of soft ice cream
melting in the summer heat

we used to go to the dairy dreme
we'd sit outside and share ice cream
as the bugs drank the blood from our bare feet
'cause you and me, we were so sweet

don't you remember darling

we used to go to the dairy dreme
i was so sweet then, you'd have died for me
as we made love in the summer heat
behind the dairy dreme
Track Name: Runnin' Free - demo: the days are long, please don't go
i can't trust myself to be alone
the sun beats down, my wrists burn on the stove
in this lonely '78 motorhome

i stay here alone inside
with the sunday dinner and the summer flies
motorcycles rev outside
from the backyard screen
i hear them drive off into the night

but i know

if i told him i'll die here if i stay
he would hold me in his arms
and he'd love it that way

sad teddy bears on the lawn outside
clean off the mud, hang them up out to dry
try to sleep to pass the time by
but the dogs in the yard
keep me up with their cries in the night

and i know

if i told him i'll die here if i stay
he would hold me in his arms
and he'd love it that way

the days are long, please don't go
i can't trust myself to be alone
it all goes dark, my bangs long overgrown
in this lonely '78 motorhome
Track Name: Beautiful and Bad - heavy version: I don’t want to be your girl
I want to be your gun
Blow the jaw right off
That handsome face
A .44 magnum

I’ve been cruising ‘round these parts
Been looking for some fun
I was born way back in ’58
Don’t belong to anyone

Lean in close and whisper to you
“Let’s go for a ride big guy, let’s cruise”
Look me in the eye and know what I’m gonna do

Baby, I am beautiful and bad
And I destroy everything you have

I don’t want to be your girl
I want to be your bike
Riding down the highway’s endless spine
Hot wired with a knife

I don’t give a fuck about love
Never did, never will
Want to take you out on a date with death
Kiss you with a power drill

‘Cause beauty don’t mean shit to me
Only when it’s a weapon and deadly
Think you’re big and bad, but
You got nothing on me

And the next time you hit, I hit back
Do you hear me, mother fucker?
Can you dig that?

Baby, I am beautiful and bad
And I’ll destroy everything you have

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