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Heart Shaped Bed demos, b sides

by Nicole Dollanganger

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1.
I’ve been home all day My husband’s gone, they all say He’s got a girl on the side While I stay home all day So I make lemonade Put on a dress and I go lay Out in the day room And I wait for you To come on over And it give it to me In the backyard full of dying flowers In the kitchen on the pale pink counter Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair I’ve been home all day My husband’s gone, don’t need to worry Take you upstairs to the swan bed Let you fuck me hard as you can The next time he kisses me Want him to taste red ruby lips And the love we made And the lemonade So come on over And give it to me In the backyard full of dying flowers In the kitchen on the pale pink counter Give you a lap dance outside in a lawn chair Drinking lemonade and playing with my hair
2.
Uncle - demo 04:43
I wake up and I creep Down the hall to your feet Where I lay like a dog for you In Silk down to my knees Wet with spit, red with need Three fingers in you go deep Reach inside me, please hide me Somewhere they will never find me I will always come to you When I’m weak and empty With my wedding night blues When I need you to fill me Like you do I wake up and I creep Down the hall to your feet Love he gives that I don’t need Grind it to dust with my teeth Rose and Neptune, in the blue moon All the darkness goes into you When we’re lost in the Holy bedroom When I feel you inside but I still need you
3.
Have you seen me? I’ve been wandering Out by the road Trying to get home He used the garbage bag and nail gun Do you think I look like someone You could use to have fun? I tried to run But he’s not done with me The flowers grow between A retainer full of teeth I told him he could shoot me But for him, I would not scream Did you know me? Have you seen me on your TV? They’re still looking Do you like me when I have no face? Hog-tied and bound by black duct tape I told him that I cannot breathe He said, "I want you to scream for me" The flowers grow between A retainer full of teeth I told him he could shoot me But for him, I would not scream Have you seen me? Have you seen me? Have you seen me? Have you?
4.
In the hazy blue you look so sweet I almost forget what you’d do to me If I let you ‘Cause even blood will run Like the tears of a saint With a face like that You could get away with anything And I know you know that
5.
black flies swarm at the dairy dreme they'll die for the taste of something sweet face up in the tubs of soft ice cream melting in the summer heat we used to go to the dairy dreme we'd sit outside and share ice cream as the bugs drank the blood from our bare feet 'cause you and me, we were so sweet don't you remember darling we used to go to the dairy dreme i was so sweet then, you'd have died for me as we made love in the summer heat behind the dairy dreme
6.
the days are long, please don't go i can't trust myself to be alone the sun beats down, my wrists burn on the stove in this lonely '78 motorhome i stay here alone inside with the sunday dinner and the summer flies motorcycles rev outside from the backyard screen i hear them drive off into the night but i know if i told him i'll die here if i stay he would hold me in his arms and he'd love it that way sad teddy bears on the lawn outside clean off the mud, hang them up out to dry try to sleep to pass the time by but the dogs in the yard keep me up with their cries in the night and i know if i told him i'll die here if i stay he would hold me in his arms and he'd love it that way the days are long, please don't go i can't trust myself to be alone it all goes dark, my bangs long overgrown in this lonely '78 motorhome
7.
I don’t want to be your girl I want to be your gun Blow the jaw right off That handsome face A .44 magnum I’ve been cruising ‘round these parts Been looking for some fun I was born way back in ’58 Don’t belong to anyone Lean in close and whisper to you “Let’s go for a ride big guy, let’s cruise” Look me in the eye and know what I’m gonna do Baby, I am beautiful and bad And I destroy everything you have I don’t want to be your girl I want to be your bike Riding down the highway’s endless spine Hot wired with a knife I don’t give a fuck about love Never did, never will Want to take you out on a date with death Kiss you with a power drill ‘Cause beauty don’t mean shit to me Only when it’s a weapon and deadly Think you’re big and bad, but You got nothing on me And the next time you hit, I hit back Do you hear me, mother fucker? Can you dig that? Baby, I am beautiful and bad And I’ll destroy everything you have
8.
Black Flies 03:14
9.
Chapel 04:22
i’m going to get married today the chapel is full of flowers and sage he’ll lift up my veil and he will say "are you sure that you love me? are you sure you can wait?" he cuts into the wedding cake and licks the frosting off the blade he cuts into our palms drops our blood into the lake we stand on the bridge and give ourselves away i can be good, i can be true you know i don’t love anyone but i love you i’m going to get married today the chapel is full of crosses and bouquets we pray to the wax bride and her violet varicose veins kiss me with forever where only death remains i can be good, i can be true you know i don’t love anyone but i love you i’m going to get married today so please don’t touch me please stay away i know i’m not good, i’ve never been true but you know that i love him and i don’t love you

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a few demos and b sides from Heart Shaped Bed

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released December 18, 2019

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